the quite day ...

ola .. today is the most quite day for me... their is nth much i can say.. as usual following my routine work.. ::: work, eat ,sleep and spending time with my friend...  trying keeping my phone in sleeping mode.. and it seem really work.. silent.. haha.. in the other hand,,my left chest still pain.. it been two weeks.. not yet heal... huhu...

Giving up::::

Everyone in this world will say " No worry .. situation is under control !!"

Human can manage their emotion , action and feeling,,, man ,, i will nvr believe in it anymore...

It just a hopeless believe...to cover up the ugly side of human..

There more u control it only can give us pain and suffering..

It make ur heart cries,,,it reali hurt.. hating it..

when time come they will lost to themselves..giving up the memory they have created ... 

gone ..gone....i'm giving up..

 

How does envy feel?

What is envy actually mean ? ??
why is envy is in every human begins including animal ??
It is really making me curious toward it..
But now i finally understand what does envy mean...
what it can do and change a person,,
it only causing suffer and misery.. n it suck,,

is there anyone out there would like to pull me out from tis suffering and misery,,,
give me strength ..
i wanna run away,,, i can't take it... and don't understand..

Nvr Felt Tis Before..

Laying down on my pillow,

Thinking the sweet memory we spend together  before,

I'm so glad i meet u in my life , 

Teaching me  how to love someone, count on someone,

Release how much i needed u .

But sometime their is situation we  can't reach out for it..

It will lost ur love one... it really suffer. love really making ppl envy, selfish, sacrifice, n it is true ... 

i jus hope everything will turn up jus fine..

whoever taught this will happen to their journey of life ,

wishing everyone out their have there very best to be with their beloved .. 

 

man feelin of mizzin is damn suck.. i hate it..

God when r u gonna let me escap from tis damn feeling.. it really suck n hurting.. i sacre i can't hold on anymore..
day by day ... it killing me.. like tearing my heart apart.. soon living like zombie!!!!!!!!!!!!. WHAT SHOULD I DO TO FORGET .???????? plz show m there way my god..

Missing..

DOES EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD UNDERSTAND THE FEELING OF" MISSING" SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH AFTER SEEN THE PERSON JUST LIKE MINUTES AGO??

IT'S MAKING YOU FEEL HOW MUCH YOU NEED THE PERSON DEEP INSIDE UR LIFE AND WILL LOST WITHOUT THAT PERSON.. ( REALLY SUCK)

IT'S SOMETIME MAKING YOUR MIND TURN UP SIDE DOWN  LOOKING LIKE A FOOL WAITING FOR THE HAND..( REALLY MISERY)

IT'S MAKING YOUR HEART BEATING SLOWER THEN EVER ..( REALLY HURT)

IT'S SOMETIME MAKING U JUST WANNA HAVE A DEEP SLEEP AND ESCAPE FROM GETTING CRAZY OVER FEELING OF MISSING ..( REALLY KILLING U)

SHOULD WE LIVE WITH THE FEELING OF "MISSING SOMEONE" ???

P/S: THE FACT IS I'M MISSING MY FRIENDZZ SO MUCH .. IT FEEL REALLY SUCK WITHOUT THEM.. " I LOVE THEM SO MUCH" <3 <3 .. I WILL REMEMBER THEM TILL MY LAST BREATH,,,

Hope u guys like the lyrics...

DIdadidadida.... Ohh..ohh..

In the Club club club.. there is lot's of sweet pie on the dance floor..
Gurlzz jus come around me..can't help myself.. to have fun fun...

CHorus..
Gurlzz u  turn me on .. When
the first time i met u .. i'm knowin'
there is something abou' u ..
there is something abou' me..
there is something abou' us..

that jus make me wanna spend the twilight with u..
letting u to fall in Love.. be the only BFF...
2gether b'come one.
no one can replace the what i'm giving u..

Repeat chorus..

i  tryin' my best everything jus for u..

my heart stop "Pumpin" the moment u say stop..

2gether b'come one.
i'm lovin u..

Repeat cHorus..